it's difficult to be happy when you're expected to be (because it's the season of merrymaking and all). i thought i'll be seeing lots of long-time-no-see friends but then i haven't got to meet up with anybody.Oh well, i'll just be looking forward to next Fridays and weekends when we are all available. i'm too lazy to work, but i have to. i feel so restless this Christmas break and i know I'll still be this New Year.
some things are just too bothersome and you can't pretend that those 'things' don't exist. Problems keep coming and you hate to force yourself to show a brave face in front of people you love who weren't supposed to know what's going on. When you're surrounded with lies, you won't know which to believe or whether to believe in anything at all. You wanted to escape life's realities and go somewhere else, somewhere peaceful,but your better self asks you not to. When someone had sinned you, will it be ok to forgive and forget, over and over again?
Guess you should try your best to look at the brighter side of life and wish it's enough to compensate for what's wrong.
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cheer up lola! Ganon talaga... We can't just wish our problems goodbye. Sinubukan ko na yung ganon. Wa epek.. Hehe. Merry Christmas and a happy new year.